Tali Perch | Colorado Review | August 2019 | 46 minutes (9,154 words)
Vladimir Vysotsky, or the "Russian Bob Dylan," has been dead for almost forty years, but were he still alive on this day, my father's sixty-seventh birthday, we wouldn't be playing his music anyway. We would play the music that made us American — Bruce Springsteen, Michael Jackson, Tina Turner, Neil Diamond — the same music we play now on this television, in this living room, in this beautiful house of my parents' immigrant dreams. My brothers and I dance uproariously with our children to "Dancing Queen" and "Born in the usa," and tenderly with our spouses to "Human Nature" and "Heartlight." As a child I remember dancing with my father to these songs. But back then the parties were in the cramped living room of our tenement apartment near Newark, New Jersey, or in the similar dwellings of other immigrant families we knew. We ate Russian food, for it was the only food the mothers knew how to make, and the men drank vodka, for some habits are too hard to break. But in those early post-immigration years, no one cared to play Russian music or to be otherwise reminded of a past they loathed enough to flee.
Tonight Mom and Dad watch from their separate loveseats, beaming with joy, in a rare peace that has as much to do with wine and vodka as with the frolicking of children and grandchildren. Occasionally they hold the gazes of my two younger brothers, who managed to be born in America and have no memory of the post-immigration chaos that we three endured. I am jealous of how easily they are able to look each other in the eye. For Mom, Dad, and me, eye contact is like an embrace, a tear, or perhaps, one of Vysotsky's melodies — too intimate. Our eyes are mirrors reflecting truths more easily avoided. Read more of this post
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